For anyone who wonders what happens after you die? A true story by Annie Kagan. Available now by Hampton Roads.
A few weeks after my brother Billy died, he woke me at dawn to let me know he was blissfully floating through the galaxies. That first visit led me on a profound journey through the mysteries of the world beyond this one.
Several months into our adventure, Billy described the holographic experience of reviewing his life:
After our last visit, I was drifting through the Universe, taking in the sights, when a cosmic wind began to circle me like a slow tornado. This wind contained some kind of magnetic force because white crystals gathered around its edges like snowflakes on a car windshield. When the whirling stopped, the crystals had formed a ring around me. This ring seemed to be about thirty yards from me. I say “seemed” because there’s no way to measure real distance. It could actually be light years away.
Then, it was like someone pressed the start button on a cosmic projector and the ring became a circular movie around me. It’s very different from any film I’d seen in a theater, though. First of all, I’m suspended in the middle of the Universe, and second, the entire movie is playing all at once and the images are holographic.
There are an uncountable number of multi-dimensional, true-to-life, images circling me: a baby screaming in his crib; a dark curly haired six-year-old leaping from rooftop to rooftop while his mother yells at him from the sidewalk; a teenager in black jeans with a cord wrapped around his arm; a guy in a suit kissing a gorgeous blond in a wedding chapel in Las Vegas. It doesn’t take long to recognize that I am the star.
When we’re alive, there’s something inside us, a sort of cosmic computer chip, that records everything we go through. Right now, I’m watching my whole life from my birth to my death. I’m looking here, looking there, fast-forwarding, rewinding, zooming in and out. I see the paths I took, and the ones I didn’t. I see where my genius was, and where I might have done better. I don’t feel moralistic or judgmental about any of it, though. It all just seems interesting.
What’s really great is that this hologram has a very special feature. You know how you sometimes think to yourself, “What if?” For example, when I was alive I often wondered, ”What if I had married my first love?” or “What if I had done well in school?”
Well, guess what? My hologram is expandable. I can live out the life those “what ifs” would have brought me to. I can follow all the different paths I didn’t take when I was alive and see how they would have turned out. What’s surprising, though, is that it doesn’t seem like one way is more valuable than any other. I don’t have a preference. It’s all fascinating, and I have no regrets.
I know that must seem strange. I did a lot of things that most people would call mistakes, big mistakes. But the way I look at it, I had a great life. It was all great, even the hard parts.
Of course, I didn’t see my life that way when I was alive. My new viewpoint takes the difficulty, the struggling feeling, out of it all. That’s because even though I’m very much aware that it’s me up on the cosmic screen, I’m watching it from a distance, so all the ups and downs, all the dramas, seem like they’re happening to someone else.
It’s funny. They say there’s Judgment Day after you die, but actually the opposite is true. There’s No-Judgment Day. Viewing my life has become surprisingly enjoyable because I have an absolute acceptance of myself and everything I’ve done. It would have been nice if I’d been able to have this attitude when I was alive, but I guess I wasn’t that advanced. You’d have to be like the Buddha to be that advanced.
Everything looks so much better now than it did then. It’s like I‘m on some kind of drug. It’s not like any drug I’ve ever taken, though. It’s very pure and much more wonderful and there are no side effects. Oh, and it’s not illegal (laughs).
I think this so-called drug is really the Divine Presence and its immediate relatives, those Higher Beings. Why do I say this? Because at this point there’s no question in my mind that there are Beings in the atmosphere around me: wise, kind, super-evolved Beings whose loving custody I’m now in. And remember, when you think about love you’re using your human mind. There’s no comparison to the actual over-the-top nature of this love.
I guess when you receive real love, when someone loves you unconditionally, I guess you begin to feel that way towards yourself. Unconditional.
Published on Apr 11, 2013
Published on Dec 11, 2012
Top Secret KGB files – Alien footage leaked of Roswell crash UFO survivor ? Old footage showing a “grey” type Zeta Reticula alien who might have been a survivor of the Roswell UFO crash that occurred over sixty years ago in New Mexico has been released onto the Internet. The black and white clip is allegedly part of a much larger collection of footage that was filmed by government agents working on top secret UFO and alien matters between the years 1942 and 1969. Only a fraction of the much longer 180 minute archive of footage has been released thus so far.
The people or person who leaked the footage alleges to have done so anonymously as a precaution to ensure their safety. The alien seen in the video is clearly humanoid and is said to originate from the nearby Zeta Reticuli star system. As can be seen he is wearing the tight fitting space suit so commonly described by those who have experienced close encounters with aliens
It is this publication’s believe that this footage is genuine and this is yet another deliberate leak attesting to government knowledge on the UFO issue on the road to to an official announcement of knowledge of alien visitors to Earth.
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Published on Mar 15, 2013
Incredible footage of a translucent type entity caught briefly on NASA’s live stream of the International Space Station. The footage cuts off due to NASA pulling the plug on the transmission and replacing it with the infamous static bar screen. If this is genuine footage then it proves yet again that NASA have failed to inform the people of the world that life exists outside planet Earth, albeit in this case, a possible proteus life form or invertebrate. Footage submitted via my website by Henry Grantham.
NidarPro6 1 month ago
Michael was a so good human, he was one of the people who actually made the world better, but still there are people who don’t know how kind and peaceful he was. He just wanted peace, and then people are spreading shit about him, and its not even true stories. Its not fear. The human planet must change.
717crikey 7 hours ago
Is Part 2 up yet?
This is great
fastwalker21 9 hours ago
Alfred, You have to be kidding? How did you vet this woman?
lilium789 18 hours ago
Oh my dear Alfred,thank you.
launicayoly2 21 hours ago
hi .. wheres part two? cant find it
Argondia Retaw 23 hours ago
Very interesting interview, thank you for sharing!
Judy Houston 23 hours ago
I really enjoyed this interview! Thank you, Alfred! I really want to meet TJ Morris!
Mark A. Foster, Ph.D. 1 day ago
What a fascinating person.
Peggy Genoway 1 day ago
I have also been visited in person, in the year 1970. I was told many things and I have to admit, all of them have come to fruition-including the internet. The experience was a wondrous event. But, to have one of these superbly advanced benevolent beings show up at her front door and want to have sex? That is hysterically funny! And I say this with confidence, because I am a contactee. I believe this is extreme attention seeking behavior. There are several comments that indicate this.
yashmn 1 day ago
Alfred, there are hundreds of thousands of people just like your guest, we came from all over to help as volunteers.
Andrew Helm 2 weeks ago
you laugh, explain how the black budget get over $1 trillion a year and even obahma cant put a cap on it. loads of countries have opened their infomation but america will never, why? because they had technology you wouldnt dream of now, 40 years ago and new technologies were never new discoveries, jiust what they let filter through. people say why dont they admit aliens, area 51 etc, theyl be no anarchy. how can they admit they been lieing for 50 years and be taken seriously again
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OZ Dunstan 5 days ago
coming upto 3 years LMAO u really expect people to believe ur sychotic rants, look at 2012 nothing happened because peoplr dont educate thems elves the mayan calender is not a calender it is a cycle , they had many cycles(calenders) some last over 300,000 years most of this shit is just american arogant self importance .